Tuesday 29 May 2012

Ombak rindu...

Salam and great day,

I juz came back from my night out..had some movie time and late dinner with him.. ^_^ well, that is certainly not my point on writing this...i juz wana share my mood now...more to flying without wings where I cant feel the ground! oh my God! where's my leg?? owh here! see..i'm flying now...told cha already! :-P

Speaking on my title of this entry, Im sure you guys have heard about this song..OMBAK RINDU...being popularized by the film as it Ost..it is so sweet..the rhythm itself is so mendayu2 n so syahdu! only people who have the same feeling as mine will feel this song...

i know, my second big day is juz around the corner...day by day, the date is getting near! swear to God, I never felt like this...i mean this seriousness... ^_^ n till now, when i slap my face, it did felt hurts, but amazingly i still cant believe that I AM DOING THIS..! this preparation...Oh my God, is this really true?? semoga dipermudahkan segala urusanku kelak...amin... :-)

Well then, back to the original topic...where were we? owh yes, the Ombak Rindu.. :-) close your eyes, listen to the music, feel the lyric.............you will feel something when you really feel this song and take it to your heart, mind, body n soul...a feeling where you really wants someone...someone that is so special to your eyes, someone that you really love and you promise to yourself, you wanna be with him/her for the rest of your life and you ask from God where you will be so Ikhlas... ahh! this song is really sweet for me... i could close my eyes and be in different world now....

'tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia...utk terimaku seadanya...kerana ku x sanggup, kerana ku x mampu hidup tanpa dia disisiku....'

im flying now when i realized that this is true for me...thus, im praying so much as i can to dear God for him to accept all the bad n good from me....becoz i know, i wana be with him, and this phase is no longer joking when we're talked about marriage...a new n big responsible to handle in building family and to lead it...i know i am no longer kid and i am big enough to take the responsibility...just wana say that I am ready for that!


'tuhan, aku tahu byk dosaku..hanya igt kan mu kala duka ku...namun hanya kamu yg mampu membuka pntu hatinya utk cintaku...'

i realized too that im juz an ordinary person...i cant escape from made any mistakes...i know im a weak when its true to admit that sometimes i forgot my dear God..its true when people talk that bile da susah baru igt tuhan, time senang xnk igt pulak..i never argue on that situation...

'malam kau bawa lah rinduku utk dirinya yg jauh dr ku...agar dia tidak kesepian, selalu rasa ada cinta agung...'

he's quite far from me, n getting far soon...its normal right when a couple missing each other? :-) night is the most feeling time and when i miss him,i will whisper to the wind and let it blow to him...i juz wanted him to know that he is not alone, i will always be with him...owh this song's really get me high....im flying without wings again....owh my God! Catch me! Catch me!! :-)

'hujan bawa airmataku yang mengalir membasuh lukaku...agar dia tahu ku terseksa tanpa cinta dia dihatiku...'

My past in love relation before him was bad! But i know God really loves me..He met us up...i was so heartbroken before this until i found him...frankly speaking, i never thought that i would or i could go far with him until like what we had now... Oh my God! Thanks so much dear God for the gift...i really need him to cover the hole in my heart...and to complete my heart back that turned into pieces before this...he is something that really cant be describe with words...

'Hanya mampu berserah, moga cahaya di penanti....'

We're both have try so much on what we can do, n now its time to give it all to dear God to make His job...i hope there will be a real happy ending for us, not just a talking dream or imagination...after all, Kun Fayya Kun...Jadi, Maka Jadilah Ia dengan kehendak tuhan....

Shit! Its 1:35am now n what the hell im doing at this late of nite? Like i dont have to go to work tomorrow morning...i should be sleeping latest by 12:00am...but now its almost 2... My god! My god! Lets go to sleep now syerra! :-)

Till then,
Take care guys...