Salam and great day,
Its been a while since the last time i wrote my last entry...
Where do i start now?
As im laying down on my bed here in my room, suddenly theres a like a huge screen display in front of my eyes...n i can see myself playing the character in it...back to 4 years back...? Yeah, almost...
From the screen,
There was a cute lil me, living in my own world...full of activities everyday, monday to sunday, non stop...after finished my class, then rushed to salon, n worked part time, earned little incomw, enough to support my monthly expenses...felt so happy...no one was bothering me..it juz me...yeah me..
I could remember, when im so attached to pr stuff, communication stuff, learning people behavior, their mind n body language, learning facts, learning everything which i adapted to my daily life, being outspoken, full of confident, its like no one can turned you down...with words only, i could managed the entire situation...hah! Great me!
I was so obsessed about PR, i was so obsessed about the supporting details, so obssesed about the truth, about a single words, about facts, everything! Its like no one can ever cheat me or lie to me coz trust me, i'll find the truth till death...
From that, what i could said is word is very important...what you said, you must have fact, or otherwise you must find some supporting details to support all your words, so that people will not simply step on your head...i practiced it a lot! Its like no one can counter my words! When i've said this, then it is this! Not that, becoz i have all the supporting details with me, all the facts, all the backup...we'd trained to be like that! We like it or not, we have to! Crazy me during that time...
What i'd missed most is the 'communication and relationship subject'...my lecturer taught us about interpreting body language, interpreting your mind, and interpreting your words...you see, everything is happened for a reason!
I knew the fact that womens are tends to be more emotional as compared to men...for a small things only they tends to make it big...unlike men, they tends to forget it or just keep it with them...
Its good to learned all that...its great because everyday you are facing people..n everyday you'll see a lots of movement, their body language, what are they said? Everyday you hear a lot of thing, but its dat mean true?
I could say that during that time, i was so particular in observing people...i was good at doing it...i could control situation, i could make very persuasive communication, i could make people to listen and do what im asking them to do..
Why i could be so great during that time??? Or this huge display screen that appear in front of me is actually is just my halucination?? Probably, you can conclude that... But, it is not! Its my recap... My recap towards the old me and me now... So much different! -_-
Now, i dont practice it much like what i did before...why?? Because im not engage to it anymore!
Myself is this 'A' character...but due to certain reason, i've changed to 'B' character..which i missed most..or someone maybe..n now, after a long time, i've turned to my original me...its a huge different, i could say...
"...Because the two legs is always walk together...if you lost one of your leg, then how r you going to walk normally? Using fake leg arent much normal as the original...you could walk, but the rhythm arent same anymore..."
N im not saying for nothing, im saying for a reason!
I remember all the phases in relationship where it could reach a mature phase...the best phase is beginning...it will always be the beginning, because from that, a relationship is built...
I could remember all that, i even understand it...but im hardly to practice it nor to adapt it to my present life...i dont have any heart to explain it here...i dont have any eagerness with me anymore...because why? Because every situation is certainly different..and furthermore i dont have a people with me anymore to stand on this view like what i used to be before....
A phase for new life is just started for me...whether im strong enough to face all this, i have to went through it...
As im looking at my older blog, my writing pattern is indeed differ....well, people changed! People change for a reason right? For us, we need to find what is the reason of the changes? N why it is happen??
Think! Generate your senses for a better relations...
Till then,
Take care...
Its been a while since the last time i wrote my last entry...
Where do i start now?
As im laying down on my bed here in my room, suddenly theres a like a huge screen display in front of my eyes...n i can see myself playing the character in it...back to 4 years back...? Yeah, almost...
From the screen,
There was a cute lil me, living in my own world...full of activities everyday, monday to sunday, non stop...after finished my class, then rushed to salon, n worked part time, earned little incomw, enough to support my monthly expenses...felt so happy...no one was bothering me..it juz me...yeah me..
I could remember, when im so attached to pr stuff, communication stuff, learning people behavior, their mind n body language, learning facts, learning everything which i adapted to my daily life, being outspoken, full of confident, its like no one can turned you down...with words only, i could managed the entire situation...hah! Great me!
I was so obsessed about PR, i was so obsessed about the supporting details, so obssesed about the truth, about a single words, about facts, everything! Its like no one can ever cheat me or lie to me coz trust me, i'll find the truth till death...
From that, what i could said is word is very important...what you said, you must have fact, or otherwise you must find some supporting details to support all your words, so that people will not simply step on your head...i practiced it a lot! Its like no one can counter my words! When i've said this, then it is this! Not that, becoz i have all the supporting details with me, all the facts, all the backup...we'd trained to be like that! We like it or not, we have to! Crazy me during that time...
What i'd missed most is the 'communication and relationship subject'...my lecturer taught us about interpreting body language, interpreting your mind, and interpreting your words...you see, everything is happened for a reason!
I knew the fact that womens are tends to be more emotional as compared to men...for a small things only they tends to make it big...unlike men, they tends to forget it or just keep it with them...
Its good to learned all that...its great because everyday you are facing people..n everyday you'll see a lots of movement, their body language, what are they said? Everyday you hear a lot of thing, but its dat mean true?
I could say that during that time, i was so particular in observing people...i was good at doing it...i could control situation, i could make very persuasive communication, i could make people to listen and do what im asking them to do..
Why i could be so great during that time??? Or this huge display screen that appear in front of me is actually is just my halucination?? Probably, you can conclude that... But, it is not! Its my recap... My recap towards the old me and me now... So much different! -_-
Now, i dont practice it much like what i did before...why?? Because im not engage to it anymore!
Myself is this 'A' character...but due to certain reason, i've changed to 'B' character..which i missed most..or someone maybe..n now, after a long time, i've turned to my original me...its a huge different, i could say...
"...Because the two legs is always walk together...if you lost one of your leg, then how r you going to walk normally? Using fake leg arent much normal as the original...you could walk, but the rhythm arent same anymore..."
N im not saying for nothing, im saying for a reason!
I remember all the phases in relationship where it could reach a mature phase...the best phase is beginning...it will always be the beginning, because from that, a relationship is built...
I could remember all that, i even understand it...but im hardly to practice it nor to adapt it to my present life...i dont have any heart to explain it here...i dont have any eagerness with me anymore...because why? Because every situation is certainly different..and furthermore i dont have a people with me anymore to stand on this view like what i used to be before....
A phase for new life is just started for me...whether im strong enough to face all this, i have to went through it...
As im looking at my older blog, my writing pattern is indeed differ....well, people changed! People change for a reason right? For us, we need to find what is the reason of the changes? N why it is happen??
Think! Generate your senses for a better relations...
Till then,
Take care...
