BFF...

Salam and great day,

Nothing much to say today, but I wanna thanks to all my BFF, girls and boys...Thank to all of you for always supporting me and make me happy, cheer me up when I'm down, lend your shoulder when I need it the most, wipe my tears when it flow like a river, and thank you for always there for me....I would never find a good and true friends like you guys...LOVE YOU!~

Tonight, when I'm sitting all alone in my room, I suddenly remembered this old friend. I couldn't stop myself from think about the moment we were together. Its like a flash back, so fast get through my internal memory and with blink of an eyes, it appears like a huge screen in front of my eyes...Playing all the scenes of me with them who were known as friends...You were there when I was sad and happy...And for me, it is soooo precious memories to be remembered because I know the value is too high till reach infinity...

I've got a lil poem here...Dedicated to someone I called as F.R.I.E.N.D....my long lost friend...

Dear friend,

I've missed you for sure by now,

I've missed you that always be my supportive friend,

I've missed your concern and caring towards me,

I've missed your voice that used to give me some courage,

I've  missed your hugs that used to calm me down,

I've missed your eyes that used to give me trust,

I've missed your laugh that used to make me happy,

I've missed your own way that used to attract me,

I've missed to share again,anything and everything with you,

I've missed the time we were together,

I've missed to meet you again,

I've missed to pass it once again with you,

I've missed to make you happy as well,

I've missed how's concern I could be towards you,

I've missed to be your close friend again,

I've missed you were there when my world turned upside down,

and the most important,

I've missed the old us...

It did bring me into something tonight...It did leave something somewhere deep in my heart and also my mind... I've gone through for 1 years timing revising and reading all the wall post and comments by checking the 'see friendship' between me and this friend...From the very beginning until now... 

Beautiful memories....

A good ones to be remembered....

I always wondered what makes two good friend suddenly become so distant? If I asked that question to my ownself, I absolutely have the answers... Can be said that I regret it... And no doubt, I wanna change it if I could turn back the time be in that moment. Unfortunately, PAST IS PAST... We CANT turned back the time...

EGO...

That's the suitable words for us...We were very good at supporting each other, but don't know why we were bad at confession our true feeling towards each other..And beautiful friendship that MAYBE can turned into beautiful love, had suddenly been wasted just like that... 

SAD! 

We're regretting  it but nothing much we can do...

My beautiful friendship,

I've missed you the most,

Honesty and loyalty always there,

Make it delicious to be taste

And not good to be waste...

Such a beautiful friendship,

It will never dies

as it will always grows in our heart,

Coz I will always take care of it,

And make sure that it will always in good.

I love you beautiful friend,

I missed you beautiful friendship,

And I'll not forget those beautiful heart,

Past, now and forever...

Remains unchanged...

Thanks for being a friend with whom I can...Share my troubles...Express my happiness...And smile away every moment of my life with!~

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because every thing's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are as you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now, we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

I'm glad to have you as my friend...my dear long lost friend.. As I looked at our older conversation there, I know we've been such a good and supportive friend for each other...I've missed that moment for sure in my life...You always there giving me some courage and hope no matter what happened to me...you always put me at the first place in your priority list..I wana thanked you for that..Maybe before this, I didn't get the  chance to wish all this for you, but I really want to let you know, I'm so grateful to know you and to have you as a friend... How I wished to went through it once again...Thank you again for being my friend...May happiness be with you now and forever...Insya Allah, God bless you always... ;-)

Till then,
Take care...